I am surprised with the amount of people who have contacted me to see if i'm ok... What good friends.... Never knew they could be sooo caring... what shocks me is that some of them who i consider friends but not close showed a new side to them I was really touched....

I'm so lucky to have people around me like this.... i'm quite amazed.

Also a blast from the past a friend who i haven't spoken for 5 years reappeared when she added me to friendster.... I had alot to talk to her about.... made me feel better.

I guess you can say all this has cheered me up a bit.

Not a good week this week.... So much crap has happened Firstly I am not allow to see Zip again... cos her parent won't let her.... GREAT!!!!!

I would like to thank her sister for not having a life of her own and deciding to become inspector morse and play detective and tell her parents she was hanging out with me.

People like her are scum they don't know how it feels like until it happens to them.... also Esther Wong is the most stubborn person in the world... she act like mummy to her sister... i mean come on, she has her whole life she can do what she wants... only because you're the most boring and no personality person i have ever met, she has to ruin it for others....

I hope she is dam proud for herself.... Anyway i believe in this say "what goes round comes around"

Another thing i did this week is double book myself.... like an idiot i didn't have the guts to cancel one at the last minute and made one party unhappy.....

I was sorry about that.... but i guess you learn from your lessons.... and now i gotta make sure i say the word NO more often instead of everything yes....

anyway.... Times like this you realised who your real friends are.... Friends that never take the piss out of you when they see you.... Friends that are there for you when you need them the most... this week i've realised who they are and i thank them.

All i'm wondering at this moment is when Zip is gonna give me another game of C&C

Oh well gotta be strong.... Problem with my life is that shit does happen to me but i always come out of it feeling stronger and better.

Today i didn't realised that one of my mates was going back to japan tomorrow.... so i quickly popped by to say good bye.... hopefully i'll meet up with him in japan this year.... if i can save the money.... which i'm not at the moment :(

Yesterday my car wouldn't start at the petrol station..... the battery had died.... got it replaced but i was so scared of that event i have joined the RAC and brought myself a jump start kit etc....

oh well they always say you learn from your mistakes....

On sunday.... met up with Melvin, Jen, James, Ming, Zander, Linda and Nisa quite nice seeing them haven't seen them for ages....

Ming showed me the PSP and Nintendo DS.... to be honest i was more impress with the PSP the graphics were amazing for a handheld. Nintendo DS was impressive played Mario 64 but i have to say that the screen seens quite small to play....

we decided to take a road trip from central to the Airport Bowl in Heathrow ... and boy was that a trek....

Got there and they were booked :( how annoying....

Happy new year everyone.... a new near and a new start :)



Poor people in asia!!! Luckily none of my family live where it happened....

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