Went to OC tonight had Hotpot very nice...

nice gathering it was... anyway back home resting for work... took most of it off last week but now i feel fully fit to go in again and i actually can't wait.

didn't get enough rest as i could have because because of external factors but hopefully i'll be ok now...

really considering to get a flu jab now because i've gotten the flu twice now and it annoys me soo much to get it :(

Been ill for most of the week went doctors today... kinda stated the obvious saying i had the flu..... and a throat infection or something so that was great.

So i gotta rest as much as i can..... so i guess my plans to go to Munchie and Anita's bday do is out of the window.....
A shame really cos loads of people are gonna be there.

Also just noticed that i just chipped my laptop well annoyed... will have to get that replaced now!!!!! ggrrrrrrrr

Other news lonely life is sooo depressing

I'm soo tired...


Been ill..... On Sat went to Gemma's get together it was a very relaxed tone.... watched a movies... forgot what the movie is called now but it was very wacky and pointless :p

On Sunday i thought i was better so went out with Jen, then met up with Ming, Eva and Son

went to play pool where Jen has won the championship by beating me 10-9 well played it was very close! Fair play.

Afterwards I challenged Eva to a game of bishihashi beat her on that :p

then it went on to bobble bubble or whatever... first game was 3-3 then we had a rematch it was 4-2.....

i lost cos she kept distracting me :tongue:

I am now really ill my voice is nearly gone.... G_R_E_A_T!!!!

I am sooo ill man.... only stayed at work for like 2 and half hours before i called it a day.... was really hard getting hom felt dizzy....

Been sleeping for most of the day... Now in bed with my laptop drinking Lemsip Max....

Thursday after work Jen, Son and myself went shopping.... well it was more like shopping for clothes for me...

go a few item... well so did Son now he brought a new hat.

Afterwards Nat came along then we went to eat in Taro... it was ok....
afterwards we went to Son place to chill for a while then got home bout 3.

Got lost taking Nat home cos i didin't have my sat nav :tongue:

it as quite funny we went to the 24 hours tesco nears son place which is like 5 min away and he managed to get us lost!!!!

Anyway Zen tomorrow..... wasn't gonna go but with what happened last week i thought i better show my support.

Jin the Rapper

Zen was quite good last night.... very well organised. I'm glad to see something I co founded has turned into a beautiful swan. The act were so much better than shorty productions club night. Had a nice view watching Jin from the VIP area so much nicer than standing on the main floor where riots broke out like 4 time or something.... once jin had to stop rapping to calm the crowd.

it's a shame idiots like that can ruin what was a decent party. later on a fight broke out in the main reception entrance now that was scary as more and more people joined... we had to run up to the VIP o get away from it...

all i can say what a bunch of idiots.... we came out to have a good time what is the bloody point of fighting.... beside thats the night was good.... sound system was class!!! DJ WAY BETTER than shorty productions....

Anyway was nice to see everyone again..... thanks again to gemma and Jason for remembering me and sorting me out with a guestlist


Anyway i don't think i ill go clubbing for a while now just been put of too much..... rather just go to bars... less hassle.


Myself and Jin

Kevin, Anthony, Phong, Myself & Gemma

Kevin, Anna, Son & Gemma

Son's friends

Son, Jen & myself

Jin on stage


Zen was quite good last night.... very well organised. I'm glad to see something I co founded has turned into a beautiful swan. The act were so much better than shorty productions club night. Had a nice view watching Jin from the VIP area so much nicer than standing on the main floor where riots broke out like 4 time or something.... once jin had to stop rapping to calm the crowd.

it's a shame idiots like that can ruin what was a decent party. later on a fight broke out in the main reception entrance now that was scary as more and more people joined... we had to run up to the VIP o get away from it...

all i can say what a bunch of idiots.... we came out to have a good time what is the bloody point of fighting.... beside thats the night was good.... sound system was class!!! DJ WAY BETTER than shorty productions....

Anyway was nice to see everyone again..... thanks again to gemma and Jason remembering me and orting me VIP for my mates


Anyway i don't think i ill go clubbing for a while now just been put of too much..... rather just go to bars... less hassle.

Valentines day started depressing for me..... Kinda knew Zip wouldnt contacted me but i kept hoping she would.

Anyway in the evening I went to eat with Ming, Yuki, Jen and Andy kinda glad i did because it would have been a lonely night on the other hand it was depressing seeing couples around london it didn't help that i just made a really depressing compilation CD for my car.

In the evening evening Me, Son and Nat went to the ABACUS party at Soho Lounge.... it was really good.... i guess thanks to Gemma for inviting me.... The event was soo much better than the coranet event.
that night/morning slept at 4 woke up for work again at 6 NICE!!!!


Myself, Son & Nat

Gemma, Anna & Susie

How lame was the Coronet New years party!

The venue looked like something you would hire out for a school party.... the sound system they had didn't suit the structure of the hall so all you could hear is a muffed up sound....

Kaila Yu was lame..... felt like i was on top of the pops listening to the spice girls mime.

The MC and Naila Boss were good......

overall it was lame..... And the DJ.... man the mixing is so bad....

Anyway only decent thing about it was i saw a few faces i haven't seen for ages..... Ben was a shock surprise..... Anthea was there as well!!!!!

Its sooo nice that my friends care for me..... otherwise i'd be more depress...

Today went to get my hair cut in china town.... and dam the guy must have thought i was not trendy at all :p (well i'm not) ... cos he gave me tip on how to do my hair and told me i she get this hair style blah blah blah

Below is the end result...



After that met Jen for dinner at Zizzi where we dicussed all the problems i was having amd kust chilling

I had a Lobster in spaggetti and some sauce (don't remember now).... it was kinda crap cos the lobster turned out to be the stuff they use in crab sticks.....

There are things that i really regret doing....

I have let Dedi down many times in the 5 year i have known her.... but in the end she has always came back to me because there something that makes her.

As with everyone we had our good times and we have our bad..... and as with all girls they tend to remember the bad things quite clearing while i never remember her bad times. Anyway... Dedi has been patience with me for all this time and i respect her alot for that....

She said to me many times that "one day the worst will happen and they will find out and i will never be able to see you again"

Never thought it could happen but it did.

And so the story of a good friendship ends. As fast as it started as fast it has ended.

I now believe in fate... cos i've seen it happen with my own eyes....

It was Zippy and James Bday on fri i could go to Zip bday so i went to James... we went texas embassy which is like a TGI's i guess...

I order something that resembled cow crap so i didin't eat much of it....

It was so nice seeing or the old and new lot there.... Jez, Zander, Munchie, Kenny, MK, Waitdat, Max, Wing, russell..... fely like a reunion...

Later on... Me, Jen, James, Linda, Rusell, Muchie and Anita went to Metra Night Club.... Munchie being the good negotiator he is got us VIP... it was an ok club.... but kinda empyty for a friday night and the music was kinda dry...

Only tune i actually enjoyed was armand van heldens tune "you don't even know me"

It was acutally a cool night.... it help me get rid of some of the stress i had and also help me get rid of some of my cash at the same time (£3.90 for a smirnoff ice :sad: )

The night ended with russell knocked out cold (during the night munchie and russ had a drinks contest and obviously munchie won) and we had to call an ambulance....

First time i've seen that happen.... wasn't a nice site to see cos he threw up so much.... anyway he seems ok now....

Anyway it was a nice night....

Morning after i was still tired but i had to go to the opticians I was running late....

Booked it the night before because i was deeply offended when jen said i look old in my specs :tongue:

Anyway i brought them.... paid £470 together for 2 pairs.... ones were D&G's and the other was Quicksilver ones.... they look really cool....

In the afternoon Zoe called i haven't heard from her for a while.... quite happy to hear from her.... (had to call at a bad time though was driving and holding my phone at the same time) she couldn't speak long ... i miss her.... but it made me happy hearing from her....

Pic below are my new speccies