You know i'm sooo sick and tired with everything..... Most people would say there job stresses them out and there personal life is cool...

its the opposite with me..... my job is quite stressful but i'm cool with it.... it my personal life that gets me down.

8 months into this crappy year i'm still getting all kinds of crap... I'm just not happy where I am.... I've got one person really taking the piss with me today.... was sooo pissed off i couldn't work today without thinking about it....

what i really hate is people really take the piss on how calm i can be and if they do something to me i won't ever say.... until it just blows...

Sometimes i feel like i'm wasting my life away... Associating myself with these types of people... this is just gonna bring me down...

I just can't be bothered with these people who let me down now... and looking at the way you are now.... i'm soooooooooooooo glad i'm not you.... and that's the reason why you ain't going no where in life... since i last spoke to these people they are still in the same position.... they are all talk very little action.

And this is what makes me happy.... knowing that...... you deserve everything that comes to you....

As for me, i will never forget what you did to me and i won't hide from it as well, which is what you are doing...

So depress i walked down Holland Park Ave and back and thought what's with all this shit....

This is my life.

I luv the fab boy slim remix of Gossip Folks..... A+++++++++++++++++

Went to have dinner at You Me (korean) in new Morden yesterday with Eva was was quite yummy! and at a decent price....

Afterwards went to Brighton to see the fireworks it was very nice... also they had an outdoor cinema on the beach and were playing Jaws....

anyway stayed there for bout an hours then left for home...

Notting Hill Carnival comes to my area again.... hopefully i'll go and check it out tomorrow...

Spent 4 hours in the VW showroom today... was well restless in the end.... ordered my VW Polo SE....

This baby is gonna be quite unique ordered lots of extras on the car..... Leather Seats and trim, multi function computer, CD auto changer etc.... kinda went all out on this car...

Sadly its gonna take about 3 months to be delievered..... so better start counting the days...

btw my car with be Metallic Dark Grey (looks more black but isn't)

So Happy!!!!!!!

Hopefully be getting a VW Polo soon.... can't wait to get one... its sooo sexy ... But don't worry .... The Micra will stay... i'm not selling that yet... that's my baby :p

Today went to another leaving party at work... it feels like i go to one every month... this company has such a high labour turn-over sometimes i get quite worried about that...

Recently i haven't been going out much... SORRY guys... just don't have any money... spent it all in thailand... bit of a bummer... once i get paid i'll be out again...

Not been doing much... 2 Sat ago i went to Phong BDay BBQ.... it was a nice day out and i enjoyed it very much... it was nice to see the girls again as i haven't seen them fore a while.

the week after my car got broken into and they took my Tom tom go and stereo face... was well pissed off with that... took me all day to get that sorted...

Since my parent have been back i have been editing there video its given me a headache as there so much footage...

Was out with ming the other day was about to put my card into a cash machine but when i was about to i looked at the machine and thought "that doesn't look normal" Ming recognised it right away it was a cash machine with a card reader on it.... so we contacted the police and they came to remove it.... before that i called HSBC to tell them about this and they didn't really care... how nice...

Yes got home safely on sat evening.... 12 hour bloody flight was killing me.... atleast i sat next to this really polite person... when i needed the toilet she would just jump up so quick to let me out of my seat.

Got of the plane.... Eva met me and gave me a lift home... i discovered that while was was sleeping on the plane i got bitten 37 times on my leg by an unknow insect... had to go to the dr. still hasn't gone away......

Home alone for 2 weeks now.... finally learnt how to use a washing machine!!! bloody easy.... but ironing is still hard to do....


Haven't gone out all week now.... cos i don't have any money.... hahahah

oh well....