I haven't updated for ages... been really busy and stuff......

Friday saw my mate orpi leave the company! So sad... On fri we went to the pub to celebrate....

weekend i didn't do anything at all... i actually stayed home all weekend... i had to to save money...

Anyway tomorrow is pay day so my bank account will have money again.... i'm hoping to save a bit now as i need to really start saving... at the moment i just spend it like no tomorrow.

Thursday is my last day my current work place. It's very sad for me because i love the people there.

Today i said my goodbyes to my counter parts at BT Health, and i'm actually gonna keep in touch with some of them. Quite strange why i never went to work for BT as i'm sure my experience would have got me a decent job there.

Tonight i leave you with Sister Jane and Cousin Pina singing out loud... they stop in the middle cos i think my mum scares them or something... they really look like idiots!

I was browsing Match.com tonight (which i don't normally do). I recieved a wink from someone on it so decided to log on and check it out.... it also recommened i check a few other users profiles as well... so i was looking at them.... one i looked at looked really familar... i was like who this cute girl! checked out the third picture on the profile and saw my mate in one of the pictures... i then realised it was my friends mate and i'd actually seen her before...

it was so wierd seeing her picture on the site.. i though only sad people like me went on it :p

To be fair i have actually met some very nice people on dating and social network sites... it's really fun meeting new people and stuff.



Me and my sis have gone american drama mad... i'm really addicted to 24 Season 6 and my sister is watching Prison Break ... apparently just for one guy in it!

24 so far been really interesting... the story line is amazing!

Have you lot seen the hype for Facebook.com apparently it's meant to be the next myspace... to me facebook is ok.. the plus point of it is that you can joined really wierd groups on it... besides that it's not very customisable and not very user friendly...

Tonight I met up with Jessi. She had just finshed having her interview at Bloomberg so she was in central London. Went to have dinner at Tokyo Diner... Thank you for paying for the meal... i owe you one... It was nice meeting up again... she's been in Austria for ages... thought she'd never come back...



I feel I'm at a pivotal point in my life where it seem I have to make a hard decision.

I can't really say much what happened today but basically I am deciding if i should stay at my currently job or leave for the NHS again.

I guess i have a few days to decide...

At work the other day i was reading an email from my counterpart at BT. One of the sigs said Wintel Specialist... i was thinking wtf is that? sounded very hi tech etc. I did a search and found out that Wintel is just Windows and Intel fused together basically meaning an expert at using windows... i thought is that it...



Was watching the news tonight about the ship MSC Napoli lossing its containers cos of the bad weather and it was all being washed up on the beach. Many peeps have been stealing the washed up items.

BBC news did a live report at the site where all the containers were washed up and saw 2 men take loads of small parts... when asked what they were they replied "er not quite sure." I was like thinking... why the hell you taking it then?

Some of the containers cotained BMW bikes, Wine etc... I was very surprised there weren't any police at the place.

Friday night i was invited to go and watch The Pursuit of HappYness (yes with a Y).

Anyone who thinks they have it bad in life should watch this movie as you may change your tone after watching the movie....

After watching this movie i have realised i spend money like its water whereas some people don't even have enough money to pay rent.

The movie has a typical Japanese drama story line i.e doing something against the odds and suceeding.

Thie movie has really touched me... i think everyone should go see it...



What blog is complete without a mention about Big Brother. Don't you think it's ironic that Jo O'Meara nearly committed suicide because of bullying? and now shes doing it to Shilpa.

I personally think Big Brother shows how today's UK society is. I'm not claiming
that every White British person is racist but we ALL have our prejudice and ignorance be it be about race, regionalism or social class. That's right! You, me and Fred next door!


Anyway enough of my moans and stuff... Jen is back in the UK from studing in China ... Hello there!!!!

Jessi is back in the UK from working in Austria ... hello there!!!! Good luck with the Job Interview tomorrow!

Anyway check out the UK police!

4 days after its released in the US and 4 days before it's released in the UK I have started to watch 24 season 6.

I have just spent 4 hours watching and its wicked! so many surprises and shocks!

I won't tell you what happens cos i don't want to ruin it... but lets just say this is the biggest problem CTU has ever faced

So annoyed i can't even have a social life this month.... Xmas shopping has hit me hard... this week I was meant to go to a Primary/Secondary School reunion meet to watch something at a theatre but that never happened...

I'm meant to be meeting my Uni mates this weekend as well but not sure if thats gonna happen as well.... money is so short i gotta make it last...

Meet ups like this don't happen often so i'm very annoyed about it...

- Youtube: Gamers will love this clip. -

Just finished watching ugly betty ep.2 it really reminded me alot of my old work place (Authentium). In the episode Betty gets her teddy bear kidnapped and held for ransom at work...

The exact same thing happened to me as well. All my toys i had on my desk were kidnapped and someone was leaving me ransom notes... was hurtful but i saw the funny side of things in the end...


Group email discussions can be so silly sometimes. Todays topics was "50% off yo sushi" not sure how but the topic change to become very sour... perhaps everyone was busy at work and just took there anger out in the emails to each other.... by the end of it.... it was total fall out..... but all sorted now...

Hope this person doesn't read this.... but some people really over do it with the emoticons on msn... sometimes i cant even read the msg cos the who sentence is full off emoticons... jeez it annoys me!!!!! what happened about communicating across clearly!

Sorry for the lack of updates... the reason why i haven't updated it, is cos i haven't done anything cos i haven't got any money to go out.

Also been really busy a work which has made me really tired... i literally come home and fall asleep.

The only thing that keeps me going these days is speaking to my friends in the evening on msn and phone.

My car has been playing up as well... my engine light keeps coming on then it will just go off suddenly.... to be honest i really can't be bothered with that at the moment... so many things going through my head... I'm really nervous about my new job and stuff...

Also been thinking about valentines days... I always make myself depress by thinking about how lonely i will be on that day... why do I do it to myself...

On Feb 14th I'll go into a Restaurant and go "Table for one please" hahahahah

Actually Feb 14th prob gonna go to the Cinema on my own... that may sound sad but i have never done it before and I've always wanted to go on my own.

Dam every year i make myself think to much about this day... why is there a such a day like this anyway... If you are with someone everyday should be a valentines day.

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Anyway Friday I was gonna stay home cos like i said before got no money.. was looking fwd to watching ugly Betty but instead i thought i might as well go out and chill... So i went with Thanh, Yen and Chi to watch The Revelation play... we met up with Adrian, Dennis, Seb and a few other work mates as well...

It was my first time going to a gig... the music was rock and i don't normally listen to that kinda stuff but i actually didn't mind it... .... It was also nice to see Yen again, hadn't seen her for ages...

Thanks you Thanh for giving me a lift to my car...

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Sat

Woke up, looked in the mirror and my hair looked really nasty! well actually i think its been looking nasty for a while... no style or anything... the more i looked at it the more it annoyed me... so today i booked a session with a Style Director at Toni & Guy (Brent Cross) cos i thought maybe i need some professional help on what to do with my hair.

So anyway i got it styled and cut... to be honest it does look a whole lot better and it has style now... but i don't think the look is very me.... they gave me the messy look type hair cut.... i think he decided on that style cos i was wearing combats perhaps?

Well anyway i'm happy with the cut but my mum and sis don't like my hair cut... my dad liked it though so that's a plus.

Later on in the day Yee came round to have a Wii session... spent 2.5 playing Wario Smooth Grooves which came out yesterday.... the wii is not short of party games and this one is quite good... it's not as addictive as Wii Sport but the only way i can describe Wario Smooth Groove is if twister was a computer game this would be it!



Anyway thanks for taking time to read my blog...
I leave you with a youtube vid of The Revelation singing Situations on fri at the Clapham Grand.



http://www.myspace.com/therevelationband

Happy New year everyone...

A new year a new start. Who knows what will happen in 2007?

My new years celebrations was ok... went to the Cheers Bar down regent street but only problem was that the DJ almost forgot about the new year only to manage the count down 6 sec before midnight. Besides that it was a good night, managed to pay a non ripoff price as well.

After coming out of the bar at 2am i was surpised to see so many people on the street....



After walking to the car we came across 4 people fighting on the street close to
my friends car.... a few kicks later they were gripping each other on my friends car so we were shouting to get off the car... these people were so out of it and bleeding they didn't really listen. Then they started fighting again and broke the wing mirror.... how pissed off we were... They fell to the ground contining to beating each other up... big time.... all i could think of saying to them "Go and fight on the next car" which they actually did!

The fight got really violent with on person holding the person down on the floor and his mate kept kicking him in the face.... then suddenly a few cars stopped on the street and rush to stop the fight.... at this point i thought it was time to leave at we didn't want more damage to the car or us.

Anyway the wing mirror is broken and these mirrors aren't cheap as they're electronic and heated.

What a way to start new years.

Recently been really addicted to Wii. So addicted i had to buy another Controller. Now these are so rare at the moment that it's very hard to find them in the shops. I manged to find one of these controllers in a really obscure Argos in a town called Rushden near Bedford. The town has a population of 26,000 and when i got there The High st was empty no one was shopping and this was at about 5.15pm.